This Place is My Sacre Place
posted on 02 Dec 2011 22:58 by aestarHeavy rain just passed by...went through my heart
There must be a rainbow somewhere...it must be
There must be a rainbow somewhere...it must be
But now I cannot see 'cause tears completely fill my eyes...
This world is imperfect...absolutely is
Through happiness and sadness...we all learn to smile and cry
Even things seem not right...we have to go on with it
Patience must never empty
Endurance must never drain
Endurance must never drain
'Cause at last we'll see clear sky in our sight
Dear sacre place that belong to mine...
Hope thee can cherish my feeling,...My heart
Hope thee can cherish my feeling,...My heart
I don't know why...people don't feel like I do
Why they stand on their own feelings...just asking why not one noticed
Why can't people think of the whole other things more than just about their own
Why do they say 'That's enough!!!' while Love and Endurance never get away from them
Are human full with limits and holes in heart?
I don't believe such thing is what dearest God make us be
Human has potential to grow and learn endlessly
Love will nourish them,Hope will cherish them
Only we don't give up...
But...
you know, I hate this "enough"...the first time
I keep wonder...why you say such word so easily
Everytime I hold...hold...hold on to the last, not give up and hope for the best
Even I'm so angry or mad or sad or badly despair...I pull myself together
I think...I have to smile for them, I won't let them down about me
They are my friends...Precious friends
I never ask a thing from them,
I never bore of their talking eventhough I never got a chance to talk.
I gladly help them with all my might,
I never complain of their missing or late.
Just being together is enough...I think
Just to see they're fine...It's ok
But she said I ignore her, I don't care about her
She won't take it any more. That's Enough!
It's over now
"Leave me alone"
Tell me, what's the patience that I have all along...
Maybe you yourself never notice,
'Cause it's always there so you never know...
What I give you no limit, no condition, no asking in return
Now I'm sorry...really sad as well
'If you know what I've got to face all along
My smile didn't mean I'm ok...really'
Do I have to say that? Do I have to act on every thought, every feeling so you can understand?
I try VERY HARD to hide the dark me, sad me, angry me, terrible me, worst me
I forgive you, smile and say It's ok...
I can be sad and despair but not people I love, not people I care,...
'Not my friends'
Now you say it's over...
I respect your decision
It's the best last thing this friend can give
Forget it...
All things that we've passed together
Happy and Sad, Tear and Laugh
If it means nothing to you...It's ok for you to throw it away
Don't mention my feeling
Break it, Forget it,Curse it
Until you satisfy...Then go
Live as you like
If my existance no longer can help you or make you happy anymore...
You may go...be happy...
Always hope the best for you
I'll try my best once more for you...
Try not to angry or hate you...
But I'm sad...It really hurts me
I now smile to you...but my tears can't stop flowing
edit @ 3 Dec 2011 00:25:07 by Astar Nicovna Le Re'em